Wednesday 5 February 2014

REVIEWS

Monday 5 August 2013

TICK TOCK

The lazy wind blows the swings to sway slowly
And the merry-go-round goes round weightlessly
The see-saw no longer sees what it once saw
They ask themselves
Why don’t the children play anymore?
The cartoons almost go unwatched
Except for the nostalgic adult
It’s still not certain whose fault
Why the childish ways have come to a halt.

The women stopped sharing homemade recipes
They’ve hired help for their babies
Household duties have been un-mastered
Sons and daughters were raised
where now are bastards.
Where have the homemakers gone to?
Why do they hide their pride?
The girls no longer have curfew
The boys seem to have been tossed aside.

It was once the pursuit of a man
To cater for his own by the workings of his hand
He ploughed the dirt and stained his shirt
Bore his wealth from his share of the land.
Superficial things were merely so
Starving men now walk around in wealthy clothes
Who has more wisdom?
The father or the son?
The answer once laid with the former
Time soon bets on neither one.

Tick tock we watch the clock revolve
Tick tock we watch ourselves evolve.

Tuesday 23 July 2013

FANTASY GIRLS

We’re fantasy girls
We’re not supposed to love
We keep ourselves tidy and smile sweetly
He sees us and wants us
He needs us
Not forever, but only for a while.

He’s curious about our lips
Our breasts and waists make him wonder
if they've ever been touched before.
He wants to be the first, the next,
but never the last.

We’re good girls, fantasy nonetheless
We’re everything he’s made up in his mind
Smart enough to hold a conversation
Caring enough to keep embraces warm
With us he’s built a house
For the times he gets bored in his home.

We’re fantasy girls
But no one told us of our roles
So we keep playing the parts already taken
Oblivious to the absence of the audience
Our standing ovations are often imagined.

Now we've become a bother
Because blind emotions keep us around
We’re fantasy girls
He doesn't want us to love
We’re not supposed to get attached
For soon he should be gone.

Friday 24 May 2013

THIS IS NOT A LOVE POEM

This is not a love poem.

I won’t be talking about slow dancing and romancing
Eyes prancing the scope of your body
Glancing the flesh that stole my vision
Your breath to speech; vocal ammunition
Fired into my soul leaving me in critical condition
This is not a lover’s rendition of 80s blues or Kenny G on a track
His lips fondling the saxophone like yours on the trail of my back
I won’t tell you in this poem that cupid made me his mark
And shot me from behind so I can’t define this feeling of your tongue grazing my arc

This is not a love poem for sweethearts to recite
Late at night or broad day light
When the darkness or sunlight form a back drop to emotional flight
When senses of wrong get lost in right
This is not a love poem to ignite the flame of romances past
To bring fast to mind first kisses and the subsequent amassed
The last stroke of his hand gentle on your cheek
Heart palpitations electrifying your bones in a manner unique
You’re weak from his touch and everything he does
She’s your butterfly who stings like a bee when you hear her buzz.

This is not a love poem for singles covet
Wishing for someone to serve breakfast trays of orange juice and omelets
Solos are played out so now’s the time for a duet
The sunset’s losing its beauty because you watch it alone
This is not a love poem to make the broken hearted groan
Their sentiments are not too far from my own
You see, my last love poem never got read
I slit my thoughts to strips and no one watched as the words bled
So I vowed never again, never in the name of love will my ink be shed
This is not a love poem; let it be known.
Let it be heard.

Monday 20 May 2013

UNORDINARY FRIENDS

Unconsciously we’ve built that kind of bond shallow minds constantly fail to conceive
They were never made to but the great minds that do work hard to achieve it
They thieve at moments of their lives trying to sieve through the grains of people
And they wonder why compared to us, they come up with nothing but dust
Compared to us nothing quite as robust as the trust between two souls of one mind
We’re best of friends… best of the unordinary kind.
The relationship hard to find between chromosome X and XY but nothing quite as cumbersome
Maybe complicated sometimes but the thunderstorms come down as a drizzle
when we already dove into a sea of simplicity and hand in hand riding high on its waves.

Conversational lovers we are
Tumbling under sheets of words and ink
It was never really our intention to make invincible our sexual tension
Perhaps it was he or I who may have forgotten to mention it during our serial conversations of everything and nothings
That makes something out of midnight other than the clock striking twelve with me losing my slippers and a the carriage turning into a pumpkin
I have never had to be anything other than my tattered self with him.
Maybe because he’s just as shattered as me and shreds of our scattered selves sleep upon the same floor
And flatter the seemingly pretty walls that overlook us.
Birds of the same feather
Colorful and beautiful but ruffled altogether
Tangled until we bind
We’re best of friends… best of the unordinary kind.

Men have knocked upon my door and excused themselves in no time
‘Cause despite their best efforts to fill in the blanks they never could make it rhyme
Their profound diction and wordy precision regardless of how honest
Was never enough when effortlessly we could freestyle a thousand sonnets
Somewhere along the line I made you my pen
And I moved you to write beautiful poetry of pure love and unordinary friends
Till you got me in every sense and I you but you were never really mine
Afterall we are just friends, although the best of the unordinary kind.

I have often hoped for more
And more would be an epic folklore
But we may never stand together before an altar
And slide gold bands down each other’s fingers
However, the intensity of our forever simply lingers over the melodies of our favorite singers
As we make memorable and precious a lonely bench by just sitting and enjoying each other’s company there.
And in this moment I could lose all of the world, leave it all behind
Because the world is full of the ordinary and we’re a long way from its kind.

Friday 1 March 2013

CALL GIRL

She uses her pretty face to set meals on her table
Her bills get paid by the swiftness of her hips because her brains aren’t able.
At least that's what she tells herself to get through the day
At night the company of strange men silences the thoughts as she offers them a lay.
Two, three, five rounds depending on how deep his pockets
Currencies assigned to orgasms popping his eyes out of their sockets.
He jabs deep into her, digging her pelvis like a man in search of a treasure
He has a family at home, a paying job but in her hole is where he finds his pleasure.
“Call me Daddy” he instructs as she stirs his excitement wild
For a moment she wonders what daddy would do this with his child.
Three years, eight abortions because her womb is no home for his seeds
His only use for her is to satisfy his own feeble needs.
He’s weak in the world but in her bed she makes him feel stronger
A little extra cash on the table to make the foreplay last a little longer.
Her pleasure is secondary to his; he doesn’t notice her self-lubricating
Though it’s her he pictures in the office bathroom when he finds himself masturbating.
Three nights a week for two hours, she almost looks forward to his visits
Who knows what he’ll ask for next so her leisure time is spent practicing flips and splits
One drawer is full of condoms of every size, color and odor
The other with birth control and morning after pills just in case he decides to go in raw.
She’d tie her tubes but she has silent prospects of a husband and a kid
Believes she knows the secret into the heart of men and waits on the timing of cupid.
A mistress of erotic arts bearing naivety like her is often unseen
Her thin waist, voluptuous ass and breasts hold back that she’s only sixteen.
“I’m only doing this for the money” has grown into a four year old chant
The way out for an orphaned child oppressed by empty days and an abusive aunt.
Prostitution is a trait for many growing girls in her neighborhood
The elders give up on them and cry that they’d amount to nothing good.
She remembers very little of her father and she knows he wouldn’t be proud
But he had left her alone in a scary world and for that her actions were allowed. 
She thinks of her mother with a lot more grace
Reminds herself of the effortless smile that rested upon her friendly face.
“Mama, I want to be just like you” her mind hears herself utter
Mama replied “You won’t be like me my child. You will be better”.
And when she’s drawn into the words her mother had said
She whispers “I’m sorry” as another stranger occupies her bed.

LOVESTRUCK

I sit stark naked in the dark waiting on inspiration to spark
I’m tearing my thoughts apart in a mental shark attack
Hoping to embark on a journey that puts my reality on a gurney
Only to be resuscitated when I need it back.
My past and future fade to black while I stay searching strings of things
It’s like I’m running a marathon against springs;
I’m always snapping back to you.
You who stars in every episode of my playwritings
 All one million of them till I fix you into dark skies as night lightings
And you have never looked so beautiful.
Your shine has never felt so dutiful engulfing me in its radiance;
It’s you who leaves me delightful even from a distance.
It’s always you who sight’s full of great things done and the greater yet to come
Your passion that never succumbs when challenges drum
Your modesty that sits above your ego is the body that links the path of where you’re going to that which you’re from like two opposable thumbs
I’m walking right beside you so there’ll be no need fill the road with crumbs
Just forgive my shrieking voice when I start to hum.
…But I’m with you.
You who bore to me your beliefs, fears and defects
And danced with me despite my faults without a halt
You, with whom the absolute was derived from two imperfects
I see a man whose choices weigh a ton
Never a broken nor uncertain man but he whose empire stands undone
I’m asked why I love you, why I call you “The One”
Above all of mothers’ sons
Why I choose you.
But they haven’t seen extraordinary
No, they haven’t met us yet
They may have been in contact with a carbon copy
Or from a distance familiarized with our silhouette.
Let them come up close and see we’re exquisite
Sublime, magnificent in a way that the normal can’t help but anxiously quiz it
We’re desirable like milk-bathed skin
Surreal yet completely genuine
It’s this love we’re in
That thin thread between insanity and actuality on which we tread
Give us Lord our daily bread and together; body, heart and head, we are fed.
This love that guides us to what resides on the other side of distant hills
That fills our souls on adventurous rides and heart-thumping thrills
You’re that sentiment that keeps ink to my quill
Yes I love you, always have…always will.
There's a burn inside my chest that gets my insides to churn.
A passion that turns me towards a path that I yearn
I am loved and I love in return.

Wednesday 13 February 2013

SOULLESS

I woke up without my soul today.
Last night before I slept I left it dillydallying around the concepts of love, life and other prospects
I've wrecked my mind in search of it, checked everywhere in my heart down to the insides of my pockets
Strange, but I was thinking maybe it got caught looking for some change.
I've widened my search range to the street, begging complete strangers indiscreetly what I could give in exchange for theirs.
My soul-seeking desperation reeking of fears peaking into tears leaking down my face and smears what composure I've held through the years.
Who has it, what ditch does it lie in?
Where could it have gone, could I have kept it from fleeing?
My questions echo through the hollow residue of my being
Maybe I should pray so I’m down to the floor kneeling, praying wordlessly to a God I claim to believe in
.Maybe I should sleep now and see if it returns in the morning.

But what if my soul doesn't miss me?
What if it’s running wild through the fields like an untamed child screaming “I AM FREE, I AM FREE”
“Free of this tiring lunatic chasing after things she can’t have and still can’t figure out where she belongs
Free of embarking her childish fantasies that gets so damn frustrating as the journey prolongs
Free of excusing the misuse of her life, at this age she still can’t confidently walk in her own shoes
They’re always too tight or too loose
Sometimes I even give her the option of going barefoot but she still won’t choose.”
I imagine my soul lying in a hammock on a beach in Maui
Sunglasses on, sipping on margaritas glad to be rid of me.

I let my body sleep but my soul I never let rest
So today, my bones and flesh must do all the work and endure the stress
Today I woke up soulless.


Monday 28 January 2013

WAR

Before humoring it in distasteful chatter
Let me remind you first that war is no joking matter
War is thinking of home with such piercing pain that the nothingness of a stranger’s place found in the strangest of places appeals to the numbing emptiness that provides the only room for rest
It is the stories of seen but unspoken evil refugees and the stranded many carry heavy on their chests praying to whatever they can bring themselves to believe in that it should never again manifest
War is what breaks a man’s soul when he does the most questionable just to exorcise what little control he has over a situation that draws his family to its knees
It’s a woman whose dignity is stolen from her even in the discomfort of her abode so her entire family sees
How does she heal herself in time to teach her little girl who suffered the same episode before she begins to see herself as nothing more than just a wet hole?
War takes the penis of a barely teenage boy out of his hands and puts a gun in its stead so in his head a finger on a trigger is how to masturbate
War is these ugly truths told to you straight without much room to exaggerate.
It is no specific target of gun shots and indiscreet slaughtering in the streets.

In Sierra Leone, they ignored pleas and grieves before they cleaved arms like branches off trees and blood dripped down helplessly like leaves
The dismemberment of another flesh and blood was reduced to the levity of long or short sleeves
Rwanda saw 800,000 killed within a span of one hundred days, that’s eight thousand humans a day, three hundred and thirty-three an hour
Six lives devoured a minute worsens the taste of what’s already sour all in the name of so-called power
The falling rain itself came to be a reminder to the people of Liberia that they were under attack
In 1990 the heaven’s cries met gun powder in the skies so when it poured down, the water was black
There are media footages from DR Congo, Somalia, Burkina Faso, all publicly accessible but remember not all the details were archived
Many of us will go deprived of the sordid reality lived by many of those who survived.

All die be die be lie to the living
When you’re given the displeasure of seeing the spirit of your loved one escape him and the emotion your feel first is hatred before you even get the chance to mourn
And know now that war knows no age so even babies fall victim before they’re born
War is missing brothers, fathers, sisters, mothers and lovers better off assumed dead because your soul is just too weary for hope to beget
War is me at twenty-five, seventeen years after my family got out alive convincing myself the object that flew unrecognized by my eye wasn’t a bullet
The one I believe I had seen, eight years old locked in my neighbor’s tight room with steel doors because that was our definition of a safe haven
Rebels a few years older than me trapping two dozen of us due to our fear of what they could do with an AK47
That kind of fear grows with a child’s imagination so there’s no more telling what’s real and unreal regardless of what truth is revealed
My truth is what eyesore my mind told me my eyes saw
War is me still too scared or angry at the nightmare to ask what we were fighting for.

Wars are the singular cause of the mental deconstruction of a people with no therapy to their tragedy
They are a sadist’s feast of rape, murder, cannibalism, abuse and everything tragic
The human comparison to the ugliness of the foretold black magic
War brings out the evil side of evil and is its own justification of immorality
War is the unnatural decomposition of humanity
The sensitivity of this issue is paralyzing without a doubt
So please don’t make light of this because war my dear people, is nothing to joke about.

Tuesday 22 January 2013

WHAT IFs

What if I just showed up at your door?
Heart on my sleeve, pride crouched down to the floor
Hope in each knock and when you opened up, your dreams in my eyes were all you saw
Plus just a few more and I could ever so clearly see mine in yours
What if words needn’t be spoken so the silence needn’t be broken?
Our lips shut closed but our hearts remain widely open
What if you grazed my hand as a token of emotion?
Of this heartbreaking separation we’d been forcibly soaked in
What if you managed my name in a soft tender whisper?
And yours escaped mine innocently like a kitten’s purr
What then would you prefer when feelings begin to naturally stir?
That I leave or come back to love, much deeper than we ever were?
My request is simple;
Be mine while I be yours, let us be a happy people.

What if we gained some closure to this our rollercoaster?
Then towards you I took the first step closer?
What if my every word got transferred through the passion that we weigh?
And all you heard without a doubt was what I couldn’t say?
What if our feet should meet somewhere in the middle
And the rest of us would greet prior our familiar cradle
If the sigh we exclaim should relieve pressures in my brain
Would it be so insane if the pleasure we gained would forever remain?
What if God himself should come down to bless our union?
And restored the faith of an aching man and woman.

I’ll lend more than my hand just so you comprehend the extent of this love I have for you
That it not be abused or misconstrued because I choose to lay it all down for you
See, our idea of love and love’s ideas may sometimes vary
But we’ve engaged them so surely at some point the two must marry
What if these whats ifs were the first move to a second chance
Would you walk away or shall we dance?